Thanks for the comments gents, I need the comfort right now, all of these things naturally went through my head after this incidence took place.
I don't honestly know if I can kill someone, or want to... many things in religious writings point to subjects like this, makes me weak to think about
mean or evil things and people, if I was calm and you sat me down and showed me this life of the less fortunate people, and you asked me... joe
can you give this man your stuff or will you choose to kill him instead, what will you do?... this is hard for me to decide on,
for me the easy way is just let him have the stuff cos I have an abundance of stuff... and after all it is only stuff.
I am not a materialist, and try to recognize the real unimportant from the important, I know you all may say i am soft and to kill the bastage and put him out of
his misery, but just like smoking a cigarette, I always ask ..... what do they pay you to smoke them? I hope the wage is a good one,
2 wrongs do not make a right... me killing the scumbag is something I do not get paid enough to do...
joe will let someone with more passion than me do the dirty work, I do not want to have to live with the sour memory of taking a life.... just weak am I for now.